Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Sorrow...

What's sad is that...I'm still crying...over Schuster...like I've lost a person. Funny that...I'm more affected by animals than people. :/ I've posted The Rainbow Bridge poem & my standard 3 "funeral" songs on FB...& still crying. Sebastian was a precious baby at the beginning of it. Got on the bed with me, gave me kisses, cuddles, kneads & licked my tears as I cried for Schu. He always does that when I'm sick or upset.

I need to sleep. Kelli asked me open tomorrow. I swear to Gawd...if Cindy says ONE wrong word tomorrow...I'm gonna lose it. The tears need to stop & my head needs to stop pounding so I can sleep...

I love you, Schu-Schu. Gonna miss my love bug. I know he was hurting & was in a lot of pain...I could see that by the way he was acting but...I guess...I wanted to be selfish & keep him for just a little while longer... :-(

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