Now that I've finally slowed down for the day...it begins to hit me again. The darkness that is draping down over me. I keep telling myself that I DON'T need what I think I do. I can't get it so logically, I don't *need* it. However, that just makes the darkness darker. :/ Because I realize that even after so much has changed...some things will always stay the same...the things that always hurt me the most. *sighs*
I'm trying to read my book. Book club is Wednesday night & I'm not even halfway through it yet. Ugh. I'm off Tuesday but I gotta go back over to mom's for more website crap. *sighs*
Right now...all I wanna do is sleep...block out my mind. Though, that didn't work last night. I barely slept...for thinking.
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