Beach Therapy!!

I finally fell asleep sometime after 7 am.  Slept til 11:45 am & woke up to Manda's text, saying we could meet at 1:30.  She was running errands & was running late...*chuckles*.  She called at 1:15...wasn't home yet...should be ready by 2!  Texted at 2 & said...definitely be ready at 3!!  ROFL!!  Whatever!  ;-p  We FINALLY got out there!  ;-)  It was basically deserted (just the way I like it!), the wind was blowing really well & was a tad nippy.  The water is still way too cold to splash around in...hahaha!!  The tide was coming in so it was almost reaching the road.  We got to sit close for a few minutes before it chased us back across the road & up next to the car.  hahahahaha  We just sat, watched the waves, listened to the sounds & talked.  Her...about her cousin that's in jail & Dan's babies' mama.  Me...my Choice & the new inventory system at work/Cindy & Claire.  It was UBER NICE!!!!!  :D  We headed home around 5:30.

I really do love Manda!  She keeps me in check!  lol  This whole latest fiasco has had me really questioning myself.  But she made me stop doing that...& remember how MANY people I have around me that love me, are there for me, that I'm there for, how much I do for everyone else & never ask for shit in return.  I'm not "normal"...*chuckles*.  I'm, in fact, "special".  LOL!!  And Sara has zero right to make me doubt any of that about myself any longer.  I get very much uncomfortable when people complement me...but I SO needed to hear someone say I'm not really a piece of shit today!!  :-)

I got in, showered the half beach full of sand that I was covered in off, fixed some dinner...here...& starting a movie in a minute.  I'm opening tomorrow...hoping I go to sleep pretty soon.  I'm freaking exhausted!  Exhausted but calm.  :-)  Relieved...relaxed.  I am OK!  ;-)