Sunday SUCKS!!!!

Last night, after work, I went over to Manda's. We then went to Daytona to go watch Missi in Roller Derby! haha 1st time I've ever seen it in person. LOL Those bitches can be brutal! ;-p

Got home about 8 pm. Wanted to just sleep. I finally gave up around 11 & got in bed. Not that I went to sleep! Nooooo!! That'd be too easy! Ugh. *rolls eyes* Allergies started acting up so I couldn't breathe & head was aching. So I lay there & hurt. And thought. I really DO know better than to ever tell Sara what I'm thinking. I swear to fuck I DO! But sometimes...I just can't help myself. *sighs* Texted with her a couple of times. Finally fell asleep around 3 am.

Got up around 11 am. Within a few minutes, Mom called & wanted to know if I wanted to go see the new house. Bad idea! LOL They bought this small house in Orange City. The plan is to rent it out...or possibly move into it themselves, if they can't get their own mortgage refinanced. CitiBank is refusing to refinance cuz they aren't behind in their payments! How STUPID is that?! Anyway...Bud says they're just gonna stop paying it til they refinance it...or kick them out of it. lol So, anyway, she takes me to the house. I freaking LOVE it!!!! I wanna live there!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!! *pouts* I can't afford it though (even with my upcoming raise...lol). And I don't want roommates! But...DUDE!!! I could lock the kids out of my bedroom & actually sleep at night! AHAHAHA!! ;-p

Then we stopped & had brunch. I'm still stuffed! No dinner for me tonight...lol.

Before she even got me back home, Sara started texting. *SIGHS* She's making this big stink & calling it quits now, since this is all about her. FML!!!!!! She's gone bipolar on me again. It's whatever. I can't try to understand her. She refuses to hear me. She won't really talk to me either. Big surprise there. o.0 Nothing I can do. She's totally ruined the rest of my day & I fucken HATE life at the moment!!! I need a fucken CARTON of cigs right now! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She says I hurt HER! WTF?! I didn't shut her out. I was shut out from her!!! Again...whatever...I give up. My nerves are on fire & I'm leaving this fucken world for the rest of the night. Go back to zombie life in the morning...peace out mother fuckers...