At the bottom...

I never admitted...

Not even to myself...

In 4 fucken years...

Just how MUCH of an emotional slave I was...

Seems kinda fitting actually...

I proved my role to the end...

And as is expected...

I take the blame for it...

Because...

That's what a slave does...

Take the punishment...

No matter what...

Let Them treat you like shit...

And believe in your heart of hearts that you deserve it...

I fought Her with my words...

But my heart believes her...

My soul dies slowly...

Knowing that i never could do it right...i had to let Her win...i have no rights...i have no voice...i have no valid thoughts or feelings...i'm here only as a plaything & emotional whipping post...no other reason...i am simply nothing...