Ugh...

Slept all day...mostly.

Finally got her to talk to me around 9 pm. Not that it mattered. I was finally pissed off by that point. Now...I go back to just giving up.

Still hiding from the world...

I think...I think I will not go to work tomorrow either. I dunno. We'll see what happens when I wake up.

I hate this shit...I hate the tears...I hate the fear...I hate the being sick. I hate my fucken world...