Today's the Day...

Yesterday morning, I woke up with a headache. It remained, at near migraine level, for the entire day. Was just me & Kelli. She came in on her vacation week to give Cindy a day off. Well...ok a day to go to drs about her knee. She'll see the Ortho on the 31st. It was really slow all day & Kelli let me leave at 3:30.

I didn't sleep well last night. Tossed & turned constantly. Fretful. Anxious. I'm unsure as to how well I'm going to handle today...especially since my preferred "sounding board" & anchor will be unavailable. *sighs* But...to that...I say "Of course!!! Why would I expect things to really be any different?!" :-( Whatever...

Kelli will come in...sometime today...dunno when...& talk to Cindy. Give her 2 Week Notice. The general consensus amongst me, Manda & Judy is that Cindy is going to cry. She's going to break down rather than spazz out. WHATEVER happens...I'm not looking forward to dealing with it!! :/

Something that crossed my mind the other night...if Cindy ends up needing surgery on her knee...that's WEEKS of recovery time!! FML...*sighs heavily*. I can't run that store alone, 6/days a week...it's just not possible...

However...the conjecture is...that once Kelli is gone, Cindy will bump my pay up considerably...seeing as I'm her last remaining chance at keeping this together...somehow I doubt that'll happen. Or if it'll even matter...

Today marks 7 days without a cigarette. I'm already wanting one!! Crossing my fingers that I make it through the day without breaking down & buying some...*SIGHS*