Changes...?

Work has gone back to "normal". There's no longer the animosity & tension so thick you can cut it with a knife but...Cindy still HASN'T GOT A CLUE. Kelli & I...are just there. I still am having trouble with just letting go & letting Cindy fall flat on her face. Kelli has been able to. But...Kelli & John have decided to buy Daniel's stock/business so she really isn't invested in us anymore. They will officially buy sometime in April. She'll stay another month or so after that then she's gone. I get vacation as of March 30. Looks like I better take it ASAP or I'll lose it. :/

In other news, I've finally actually deleted Sara & Ben off my FB & out of my phone. It'll take her days to even notice it! But...I've not conversed with her since Feb 15 & I finally realized that...she will never communicate with me & that's the one thing I'm never going to be able to disregard!! If I can't talk to someone...I will not bother wasting any other energy on them. There's just no point! And while I am sad & I miss her...there's absolutely nothing I can do about it. It is what it is. None of this was my choice. My only choice was choosing to NOT have to see her FB, see her in my phone at any given moment & ache to want to talk to her but CAN'T. That hurts ME. It doesn't phase her. So, yes, it was my choice to not torture myself in that way. But that's it. Time to let go & move on. I have zero reasons to hold on any longer...