A Really OFF Day...

So didn't really sleep last night. Maybe out around 2 & then awake at 5-ish. Got up, did FB, completely changed the litter boxes, did the dishes. By that time, I was barely keeping my eyes open. Not that it matters. I still can't fall asleep...*sighs*

Oh & one last hoorah with Sara. Trying to discuss anything with her is an exercise in futility! There is absolutely nothing I say that she hears & nothing that she says that makes any sense!!! FUCKEN BIZARRE! Done. I have nothing left to try & no reason left to try cuz she obviously doesn't want to bother. How do I just stop loving her?! *sighs* Whatever. Doesn't even matter. She's deleted from FB, my phone & Yahoo (cuz I'd missed that one the last time)...*sighs*

I can't stop crying yet & I don't even know WHY I'm fucken crying!! I should be relieved!!! I should be...fuck...