Relaxing...

Was on counter today. Cindy was extra spazzy. Between her & Lori, Kelli & I were ready to find a speeding train to step in front of! :/ We woulda been better off if she hadn't been there at all.

Town's xmas parade was this evening. Cindy ended up closing at 5. With most of the Blvd blocked off & the entire town gathered down this strip...there was no point in just sitting there. I actually left at 4:45. She only had Jim left in there (his weekly Saturday visit! LOL) even though he tends to stay there forever til she kicks him out! *snorts* Kelli tried to talk me into finding her wherever she was sitting. I would've walked from the house to where she was at. But...me & crowds...*shrugs*...I woulda started to panic before I found her! lol So, instead...I had dinner & watched a movie (that was interrupted by a couple of phone calls)...lol.

I'm really trying to get a grip on this situation I'm finding myself in. It's not easy to dissect & close off parts of yourself but that's what I'm attempting. Shut down the part that cares too much & just leave the "friend" part accessible. In the long run, it's the easiest route. I've said "those 3 little words" too often lately & it's getting me into trouble. Time to STOP it. So...it is what it is. *sighs*

Now...I think I'm gonna read some. I haven't read since just before Thanksgiving!