Not According to Plan...

Used the Neti Pot last night. It wasn't as weird or scary as I'd expected!! LOL And...WOW at how well I could breathe afterwards!! hahaha

Finally laid down around 3 am last night...lol. I didn't sleep well. Dreams. UGH! 3 that I remember. I had debated with myself for quite awhile last night, before finally going to bed...on whether or not I should text Ben today. I can't even tell you when the last I spoke to him was. :/ And when it's been so long, I get really nervous about contacting him...cuz I dunno what's going on with him & all. :/ Anyway, the mental debate coupled with the Pseudoephedrine...I attribute to causing the disturbing dreams. I mean, they weren't disturbing as in...something bad happened. Ok...semi-bad but it seemed to work itself out in the end. But disturbing cuz I'm subconsciously thinking about this stuff. Anyway!! Woke up the 1st time at 6 am. Back to sleep & awake again at 7:15. Back asleep & back up at 8:45. I gave up & actually got up then. I didn't want more dreams!! In hindsight...one of them was sorta foreshadowing...*sighs*

Kat started texting around 9:30. Here's where the foreshadowing comes in. :/ That will be something that will need to develop farther before there's an "answer" to it.

I got up once the texts drifted off. Took the trash out, did kitty litter, vacuumed, did the dishes. Then I started watching Shrek Forever After!! LOVED it!! I think this is my favorite out of all 4 of them!! :-) The music was great, fat Puss was freaking hilarious, there was a gay ogre character...I giggled every time he spoke!! Then towards the end...I cried over a single line. *sighs* "The best thing about today...was that I got to fall in love with you all over again." I guess I cried cuz it reminded me of Secondhand Serenade's Fall For You...*sighs*

Then I got a text from Ben! Apologizing for being quiet. He's just been distracted. I immediately texted Kat & asked her what she said to him to make him text me...LOL!!! I mean...the day had already started off ironically enough...for this to just be another coincidence!! o.0 But, no, she said she didn't say anything to him. Weirdness...

Stacy texted me & said she'd just run into Cindy at Target. Said she looked like complete shit & asked how she was & she said "Not good at all!" I told her that Cindy & Kelli have really been butting heads lately & Cindy is beyond frustrated. Stacy said..."Fuck her! She made her bed..." LOL!! True. And she still refuses to listen to anybody. I'm out of ideas of what to do. We ALL are. It just is what it is at this point & we're just riding this sinking ship...*sighs*

By the time the movie was over, pills were kicking in again so I knew if I tried to read, I'd be out like a light! Grr. Did some personal maintenance...lol. Eyebrows & nails. Went to get cigs & dinner, hoping that'd help wake me up a bit. Nope. Not really. By the time Kat called, I was barely hanging on! :/ I was awake afterwards though...

So...it's relatively clear that I can't take these pills & still function. Gah. Oh, well. I'm feeling pretty much NORMAL at this point & that's a very good thing!!

I read through this book that I'd brought home from work the other day. LOL!!! Today I Will Nourish My Inner Martyr: Affirmations for Cynics. ROFL!!! I got a crap-load of stuff for use as future FB statuses!!! *dies laughing*

No word from Jenn. And that's fine. It's her choice...

I think it's probably too late for another movie...but I might attempt it anyway. Gotta open tomorrow...

So the day didn't quite go according to plan. I shouldn't be surprised. They almost NEVER go according to plan! Heh...& I'm winding down the evening with Nixon showing up. *SIGHS* I'm so freaking ready for menopause!!! *growls*