Pressure...

UGH!!! Soooo...full crew today. I SHOULDA been able to finish spinners but...nooooooo!! Kelli & Cindy are 5 years old & Kelli didn't wanna be around her today, if possible. Granted, Cindy snapped at Kelli 1st thing this morning & that started it all up again. *sighs* Manda was busy finishing up her project. So...yep...I got stuck with counter. Manda will tell anybody IN A HEARTBEAT how well & how often I just tune them out...LMAO!! But Cindy got on my last nerve...a few times! FFS!! I just wanna gag her, tie her up & throw her in the fucken garage sometimes!!! Jeezus Christ...

This constant headache...that I've been having for...hell...I dunno...WEEKS now...??...is really wearing me down & putting me on edge a lot. :/ It's making my teeth ache, too. As well as my ears. I spend most of the day feeling like I'm running fever on top of it all.

My nerves are basically shot. Probably why I'm having such trouble dealing with people & their BS. I have a really short fuse, I'm starting to block things & people out of my "bubble" & all I wanna do is just sleep...

Mom came by the store this afternoon & brought me the skeleton bookmark. :-) She says she's gonna make me a spider one to go with it, too. LOL!

Got a text from Jenn in the afternoon. Apologizing that she's not been texting. Wanted me to know she's not ignoring me...but is still sick & just laying in bed, waiting til time to go to work. Ok. lol *shrugs* I don't really care if she texts or not. Right now, I don't spend a lot of time texting while at work. I CAN'T!! It's too crazy to be able to. Nevermind, that I just...really...whatever...*sighs*

Ok...well, texting at work is...uhh...prioritized...let's just leave it at that...

When I walked in the house after work tonight, Bastian greeted me at the door (like usual)...I think that was the 1st time I've truly exhaled & relaxed since the moment I left here this morning. :/

Got my phone call from Kat shortly after I got home. I love her phone calls. No denying that. Ben's xmas wish list item...was funny...but not so much! *sighs* I feel bad cuz I wasn't all that responsive to her. :/ But I'm really sinking into a bunch of stuff right now. I'm shutting down again. It's not all her. I'm just getting overwhelmed with life, I'm exhausted, I'm not feeling well & I'm stressed...about a multitude of things. Hearing from her tends to shine a little light into the darkness...regardless. I think she knows that...even if I don't sound like it does sometimes. :/

I should eat. I should lay down & watch a movie. I should go to bed early. Gotta open tomorrow. I should make my head stop pounding...ughhhhh...