Peace...?

Pretty much a bit of an emotional morning. *sighs* But by noon, it was over. The rest of the day I spent continuing to do the spinners in Room 3...STILL not done with them!! The day just creeped by once it was afternoon. Ugh. :/ I was over it by 4. Kelli & Cindy were both there to close with me. I didn't know til 4ish but Savannah was there, too! Heh. So I took off at 4:45.

My night of "peace" began settling in then. Well...sorta. lol Did the dishes, took the trash out. Then I prepared green bean casserole! LOL!! That took about an hour & a half--start to finish. It turned out ok. ;-p Little more soupy than it's supposed to be...I think I had too much cheese in it. But...REALLY...can you ever have TOO much cheese on anything?! *laughs*

Then I watched a 2 1/2 hr long movie...Lost in Austen. It was cute. Long! But cute. ;-p I've still never read Pride & Prejudice & I really don't think I'd like it all that much. I've generally had problems with the movies I've seen about it. *shrugs* In fact, I've never read Jane Austen...period! But now that I'm starting to develop a liking to historical fiction...maybe...meh...doubt it! *chuckles*

My morning completely derailed my train of thought that I was on & was gonna think about. So when I got home, I just tried not to think...AT ALL!! I'm over it. It doesn't matter anyway. Some things never change. And circumstances can't be changed very easily. So what's the point in making myself crazy about it? :/ I got the very clear impression tonight of what's gonna happen. And when that does...I know what'll happen after that. So I think I'm right in stepping back. For ME. To save myself from most of the heartache that will come...

Gonna try the patch again today. Getting into a routine with my nights being less chaotic should help. Going numb & backing off should help even more.

It's Saturday!! So that means...DAY OFF tomorrow!! :D