Monday...lol

I didn't sleep at all last night.  Seriously!  Texting until 3:30 am.  Was thinking til I dunno...8 am.  I was supposed to be closing anyway so I asked Cindy if I could come in at noon.  I did actually sleep pretty deep from 8:30 til 10:30 though.  Got to work at 11:30...lol.  I can't even be late when I'm trying to be late!  ;-p

We got the paperwork & the box of thermal register paper for the Anthology inventory system today.  LMAO!!  Only 6 more boxes to go & I can start piecing this baby together...

Mom called TWICE about the stupid Drupal website (the MOST retarded thing EVER)...it was being touted through IndieWeb for being able to sell e-books.  Was supposed to be SIMPLE!  Yeah...not!!!  It's just retarded.  Mom can't get any real answers from the Tech Support people.  I think Cindy ended up emailing the guy & telling him she just wanted out of it all together.  From what mom can figure out, at best, she'd end up spending about $400/month for this POS!

Cindy & Claire collaborated & they THINK they're gonna get me to jump out of a freaking airplane!!!  They're saying they'll tandem with me but they'll buy the jump for my birthday present.  Umm...I'd piss myself & then FAINT!  I think not...lol!!!  ;-p

We are going to be babysitting Cameron all week...LMAO!  They had him last Thursday (when I was off) & from what all I've heard...it was CRAZY!  hahahahaha  So he'll be there tomorrow.  Wednesday Cindy is off so she'll have him at home.  Then I'm off Thursday.  I can't run the store AND babysit more than one day!  Shit...the times he's only been there a few minutes, he's worn me out!  *smirks*

At this moment...I feel like I did Dec. 27, 2008.  Completely blocked off, unable to say ANYTHING that'll be heard or even matter.  I feel like I'm not even ME!!  I am getting punished for the evils someone else has done, cannot defend myself in the least, zero recourse, zero ability to do anything except just accept it...*cries*.  I think the worst part is that I simply cannot defend myself at all...