Saturday, April 30, 2011

Birthday Blues...

A funny thing just occurred to me...

In the 4 years that I knew Sara, she never ONCE wished me a Happy Birthday on my birthday!!!  Just goes to show what kind of a person she is.  But...I always swallowed her BS...hook, line & sinker...when she'd use her standby excuse that she "forgot".  It didn't matter the excuse.  Every year, I'd be utterly DEVASTATED...that she'd forgotten...or whatever.  I even CALLED her fucken ass on her birthday this year...EVEN THOUGH she was pissed off at me at the time!!  Seriously?!  Yeah...the 1st 2 years, I avoided my birthday at all costs...cuz if she, of ALL people, couldn't portray the sentiment...then I didn't even WANT it from anyone else!  So here's what just occurred to me...THIS YEAR...(tomorrow  lol) I don't have a need to avoid my birthday cuz I won't be expecting her to give a fuck!  It's funny that the day she banished me...was the day I started acknowledging my birthday was even approaching...  o.0  Tomorrow will be the 1st time in 4 years that my birthday doesn't SUCK ASS...cuz of her!  It's kinda refreshing.  ;-)

Now I'm off to a party at Manda's...so I don't have time to recount the day...but I will later.  ;-)

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