1/4 Packed!

Early yesterday afternoon, Sara texted that she was working on her "list" of things for us to discuss.  I've got one, too.  I took that to mean we would FINALLY get down to business.  It's been 5 days now (as of last night)...since this whole thing was agreed upon, after all.  *sighs*  About 12:45 am...I found out that...NO...she wasn't planning on discussing it last night actually!  But she was "planning" on creating a blog or new email address (??) in order for us to conduct this thing in.  Umm...WTF?!  Let's see...she rarely responds to email cuz she doesn't check it that often, she totally abandoned MySpace cuz it was basically just between us & she couldn't be "normal" or have other friends on there (cuz they don't know about the REAL her), she started a blog a couple of years ago that she posted in ONCE, she doesn't do anything on FB, I constantly get berated for MY blog cuz she gets pissed about other people being able to see "our dirty laundry", she started ANOTHER blog a few months ago that she consequently posted in like 3 times & did away with it...getting her to RESPOND to texts (which is constantly at her fingertips) is like pulling teeth!!  So I was a bit incredulous...DUH?!  I voiced that.  She got pissed at me for not having any faith in her!!  ARE YOU FUCKEN KIDDING ME?!?!  *sighs heavily*  And, of course, there's been no contact at all today.  Whatever.  Over it.  She's gonna do whatever she's gonna do.  Period.  Or not do.  Whatever.  There's no point in the struggle of attempting to do this anyway since we aren't a couple.  I've now had 6 days of being her "fake friend" & being able to ponder the situation.  "Fake friend" = generally single...MAYBE 2 daily texts of just BS chatter all while we have this massive white elephant in the room that we absolutely CANNOT talk about or get rid of!!  FML.  This was HER IDEA & she's STILL not gonna address it??  Wow...*sighs*  I fucken give up...

Got up around 9:30...after not falling asleep til sometime after 5 am.  *SIGHS*  After FB, I cleaned kitty litter & started the 1st of 3 loads of laundry (sheets, towels & blankets).  I then started at the opposite end of the apartment & started packing up all of the stuff I don't use on a near daily basis.  I've gotten halfway through the apartment at this point.  It's starting to look a little "barren"...lol.  I also signed up for internet to be installed at the new house...but they haven't called me to confirm yet.  I did my Change of Address online.  Then I cleaned out my car (had quite a bit of trash in it--which is UNUSUAL--& was making me nuts!!)...& brought the stacks of boxes inside.  I had boxes filling the entire back seat plus the passenger seat...LOL!!  Hope that's enough boxes!  ;-p  And I FINALLY put the hubcap back on from when I had that flat tire...oh, I dunno...MONTHS ago?!  haha  Bastian came out from under the bed finally around 4 pm.  He's investigating everything.  And he promptly starting pulling toys out of his "packed" box.  lol  Then he played Chicken with the mop & broom!  He acts as if they're Monsters that are gonna eat him up!  ROFL!!  Too funny to watch!  ;-p

It's now 5 pm & I'm still freaking exhausted considering I STILL haven't been able to rest & recover from my 9 days straight of work!  :-(  I'm done for today.  I need at least a little down time!  :/  Gonna make some dinner, watch some Weeds, shower & hopefully try to sleep tonight finally.  *sighs*  Wish me luck!  LOL

I'm going to ask Cindy tomorrow if I can open Tue, Wed & Fri & possibly leave as early as possible so that I can continue to pack, etc.  I'm gonna be over my 160 hours for the month regardless!  Argh...