Work has been...work. Couple weeks into the Room 4 project & I'm starting to hurt now (like I did with the Room 3 project). :/ But it's whatever. It's my life. lol
Speaking of work, today was a fluke! lol I just happened to get there at 8:45 cuz I left early to go get gas 1st. GOOD THING!! Nobody was there to open! Oops! lol We weren't sure what was up with Amanda (cuz she's been out last couple of days due to her mom being in the hospital with a couple minor strokes). Kelli was off & Cindy was going to this book binding class. Heh! Stacy got there at 9. Amanda showed up at 10. Lori got there...sometime...I dunno when. She doesn't make a difference on the counter so I never pay attention to her. Savannah came in, too, sometime in the afternoon. Cindy got back about 2:45 from the class. She'd come in around 9 to get some books to take with her to this class so when she got back, she let me & Stacy leave at 4. :-)
Stacy was pretty much freaked out all day!! :/ She ended up taking half of a Xanax--then she got loopy! Apparently, Friday night through Saturday night, her friend, Dana (he does most of the sound work at DaVinci's when live bands are playing) had a series of minor heart attacks. He was admitted to the hospital & yesterday, as they were doing a heart cath, he had another one! So...7:30 am this morning, he was undergoing quadruple by-pass. Everyone is just kinda sitting on pins & needles, waiting to see if he's gonna be ok. It's scary. He's only 50. But he's been lucky so far...I mean, he's STILL HERE!! Daddy had one major heart attack & was gone within hours. :-( Soooo...there is a plus in all of this!
Angel contacted me last night. It's been...WEEKS...since I've sat & talked with her! lol I've been...uhh...otherwise engaged! *snickers* ;-p She's all drama, all the time!! I think that's a really big reason why I was never attracted to her. But...listening to her last night...it dawned on me. I don't think I even *want* a poly lifestyle!!!! I mean...*sighs*...I had opened myself to the idea for Sara. And that worked out just wonderfully!! *snorts* But...I *like* just one other significant other. It's less drama & less stress!! Angel & her...*counts*...9 OTHERS...no lie...OMFG!! I can't keep up with them all. Gives me a headache just listening to her!! I guess, the bottom line is...I want to be *special* & I want someone to be *special* to me...not just another that has to be split between however many others there are. :/ I don't care what you say...when you divide your time & energy so many times, something gets lost along the way. It just DOES! Law of Physics...or some such shit. And, quite frankly, I've had ENOUGH of being 1/38 of what's important to someone else. It's not fun & it's certainly not rewarding! :-(
Off tomorrow. Gotta do laundry. I need to make some shopping lists---can't do shopping cuz I don't get paid til Friday...lol. Uhh...not sure there's really anything else that needs to be done! I need to start reading my book club book for this month.
Heh...the smoking thing. Yeah, umm...I've not actually gone a day without them yet. I have a few a day. I can get through work without them but when I get home...bleh!! I think it's the boredom factor. I'm not so much craving them...I just am wanting something to *do*. :/ I dunno...maybe I won't buy another pack & just suffer through the boredom...ughhh...I need to win lotto, dammit!!!!!
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