Quiet but Semi-Productive...

I've been trying not to *think*...for the last few days. Guess that's evident by my lack of blogging, huh? Heh. Trying not to think isn't quite correct. I can't HELP but think! It's like a constant movie playing over & over in my head, 24/7 cuz it doesn't have a pause button! :/ I guess, to be more exact, I'm trying not to dwell. I *purposefully* allow myself to think & dwell &...I make myself sick. Physically. Is that ever going to stop?! *sighs* Anyway...now I'm DWELLING...FFS!

So I got up this morning. Yeah, it was still morning. 9ish am. I wasn't ready to be up but Sebastian couldn't lay low any longer. Ugh. Did 2 loads of laundry. Sebastian helped me fold it. And by "helped", I mean...he kept taking off with my rolled up pairs of socks, playing with the string ties, chewing on buttons, reapplying the loose cat hair that had been removed by the washer...yeah, he helped! ;-p I did the dishes. That happens daily though. Can't go more than a couple of days cuz I don't have enough stuff! lol Guess that's a good thing!? Did some online job hunting. Re-checked my income tax submission. It's correct, I think. I wasn't sure after getting a rogue 1099-G from OK Tax Commission! Still no idea what that's about even though I now realize that 1099-G is for unemployment compensation, etc (which I never got). Kinda useless information to have if it still doesn't explain anything...lol. I read some. Been fighting sleep since about 3 pm. So I'm not really able to read any more...it'll surely put me out if I do! I almost feel like I'm drugged or drunk...no idea what that's about. *shrugs* Watched a movie, an episode of Californication...& now it's all of 8 pm!! OMG! Why isn't it midnight yet??? Guess I'll watch some more movies...otherwise, I'll start to dwell...