Going Into Hiding...

When I went into work this morning, I checked the schedule to see what my day off next week was gonna be. I wasn't gonna have one! LOL So Kelli let me pick a day. I chose Monday. I don't *normally* like Mondays or Tuesdays off. Prefer Wednesdays or Thursdays. It breaks the week up better. But...I dunno...something spoke to me about Monday. I'd figure out why later on. lol Then, a little later, Kelli made the mistake of offering to let me go home early or calling Stacy & letting her take the day off (she was already coming in late). Uhh...yeah...I'll go home! It was then that I realized I'm not in a good place. Being sick the other night...well, that always throws me off balance anyway. But...my answer to her offer was "Yeah, I'll go home & nap!" Within moments it dawned on me that I truly meant that. I've been holding things in, avoiding things & I'm sinking. I want a nap so I'm not conscious. So I left at 3. Stacy wasn't happy. Not sure exactly what was eating her &, at any other time, I'd be concerned. Today...I'm not. I want to hide. And I'll take whatever opportunity I can get to do so! I'm sorry to anyone who feels slighted by that. Anyway, I came home & napped til 7:30! I'm off tomorrow & Monday. My plan is to just hole up in here, overdose on Sebastian snuggles, movies & reading!! For 2 freaking days!! Yeah!!! I think I need to go to Wal-Mart or Publix but I'll worry about that later on. Right now, I need to be swallowed whole...