DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, so the whole weekend was drama!! :/ I fucken *HATE* drama!! And the last time I had drama was with Lee (she was ALWAYS drama!). I haven't missed it in the least!

So what was the cause? Meh. *sighs* Jen got freaked out about Sara. And Ben & Sara freaked me out! LOL But...that's neither here nor there really. One day at a time. Just...take it all...one day at a time. Keep telling myself that. Because...no matter what...I'm smarter this time! I think...lol! ;-p Even though I feel like I'm *home* again with talking to the both of them, Jen is the other side of that pendulum. She's not ready to be in love. Neither am I. And that's ok...isn't it?! Best of both worlds here in my hands & I haven't got a fucken clue as to what to do with it...hahaha! Sheesh! :/