Back To *Normal*...

Well, the remnants of last week are slowly dissipating. Thank Gawd!! Jen & I had a 5 hr...erm..."discussion" Saturday night. :/ That was super annoying! I swear to Gawd...neither Kat nor I can have a relationship that *doesn't*, in some way, mirror what we had! WTF?! She gets the same reactions she used to get from me & me...well, hell...I've turned into HER! *sighs*

So Jen & I are ok. We're back to normal, pretty much. :-) Much, much better this way! lol But, if you know me, then you know...that now that I know what's possible...I'm now waiting for it to happen again! :/ *sighs*

Kat has been keeping her issues to herself lately. :/ I dunno if that's good or bad really. Bad cuz I haven't a clue what's going on. Good cuz...well...I dunno a good reason. Though she did call me last night to tell me they bought a BMW. *snorts heavily & laughs* Yep...just MORE affirmation than what she gave me last week that I'm so way outta their league...heh! ;-p But...it's ok. I'm not dreaming of being in their league anymore. I took off the rose colored glasses a long time ago. I just still need her to be a part of my life regardless...

Haven't heard from Ben in days. Heh. Knew that was gonna happen! ;-p

After over a week being stuck on the counter, I *finally* got to go back to Room 4 today. Yay (sarcasm). *sighs* I've so completely lost ALL of my motivation for that project! :/ Or maybe I was just tired today? Dunno...

The diet...is actually working. *shock* But I still dunno if I can stick with it...meh!

I signed up for the health insurance at work & the premiums have already come out of my account. Erm...I didn't think that through well enough!! :-( I have 3 weeks to go before I get paid again & I have less than $40!! Crap. Gonna hafta do some major juggling...& phone bill won't get paid this month...ack!! 1st time in almost 2 yrs!! *SIGHS* Rent & car were paid on the 1st so I'm good really...just won't have a phone, I guess...til after the 1st. lol Shit...I need to win lotto!!! :/