I've been sick to my stomach & cramping, etc for several days now. Feeling *odd*...like nervous, anxious, skittish...like I have fucken ADD...times 10! All I wanna do is sleep! Went to bed at 9:30 pm last night...10:30 night before then! Eating whatever I can get my hands on (diet has flown out the window!!). I can't sit still for shit.
And it dawned on me...I haven't had a cigarette in 5 or 6 days...DUH!!! *sighs* Then the light came on...haha...withdrawals...detoxing...ughhhhhh!!! :/ It's nowhere as near as bad as the last time...which, ironically enough, was almost exactly 2 yrs ago (Sep will be 2 yrs). But, I also had Tanya, Sean & Coop around so I didn't spaz out as much. The cravings aren't as intense but the munchies are HELLA worse!! I just really wanna sleep til I get over this hump...really!! :/ I may try to dope up so I'm in & out of consciousness tonight, tomorrow & tomorrow night...*sighs* I feel like I'm crawling out of my skin right now...but even that isn't as bad as it was 2 yrs ago! lol *shrugs*
Cindy is gonna be gone most of next week, I think. Her & Claire are sposed to fly out tomorrow. She paid me her portion of the insurance premium the other day so I've got my phone bill covered...YAY!!! *whew* But...I may hafta borrow some cash before payday...if these munchies keep up like they have been...*SIGHS*...OMG...this is getting ridiculous & needs to be over SOON!! :/
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