1st Day of Vacation...

Well, today has been pretty chill. hahaha Didn't get up til 10:30 & was back asleep by 2! LOL Got up at 5, got ready & went over to mom's for dinner & a movie & to get my beach chair (need it for Saturday, most likely). When I got there though...I found out they had to put Big Boy down just a little bit before I got there. *cries* He was SUCH a sweet baby boy...OMG. :-( He's had an auto-immune deficiency for a few years now. And he's had this sore on his ear that refuses to heal for over a year. The infection was taking over & they were told he wouldn't get better...so they put him down. :-( That's 2 cats to go in the last few months. *sighs*

We watched Alice in Wonderland. I was disappointed actually. Had higher hopes for it! Oh, well. *shrugs* It was still a decent movie...just not as good as I was expecting it to be. :/

I left her house at 9:30, got back to town at 10 pm & did a Wal-Mart run. What a PITA!!! They were tearing up the floors so had a majority of the aisles blocked & stuff...PLUS, the night stockers were out so they were all up in the way, too! Ugh! lol But it saved me from having to go during the day when it's crowded...*shrugs*

I finally got home & Angel & I decided that we will meet tomorrow night. We've been talking for months. Last night, she went off on this tangent about sex & stuff. It was really quite funny. ;-p I'm not ready for that...don't think I will *EVER* be ready for that again but...I dunno. I miss having intimacy & companionship with someone. Love will never truly be a factor in any relationship again. That's pretty much a given. And I'm not all that interested in sex. But...*sighs*...I want *something*...just not sure what...or what I'm willing to open myself up to again. *sighs* I messaged Amanda & Stacy to meet me at Da Vinci's...cuz I don't want to really be alone with Angel...LOL! Amanda has the boys so she can't make it...haven't heard from Stace yet. I just...I REALLY don't do this social thing well at all!! hahahaha And it's even worse NOW! o.0 Bleh...