I have felt better today. All day. Last night, before I went to bed...I made a decision. This yo-yo shit with Sara is fucken ridiculous. She goes for weeks without talking to me...& yet...she wants to be friends?! Funny way of showing it! She comes on Yahoo & immediately goes offline--which tells me she's going Invisible. o.0 I've logged onto FB a couple of times & she'll be on but is gone within a couple of minutes. :/ It all reeks of *avoidance*. Every time she does it. This isn't the 1st time!! She always has an excuse afterwards. Always. And it's always the SAME excuse. I'm just *over* it. I'm not her desperate toy on a leash anymore. I don't fucken play these games with people anymore! Least of all, with HER. Every raw emotion that I've ever had is neatly bottled up in a fragile little container...she's not going to destroy that with her mindfucks. Nope! I've worked too hard to get to where I finally am. Sooo...I'm invisible to her on Yahoo & she is blocked from seeing my wall & posts on FB...until she can figure out that friendship is NEVER single-sided...it's always a joint effort!! I walked away from a handful of people over the last yr & a half for this very SAME reason (single-sided friendships). I kept holding on to her though...just cuz...but I've decided I can't do that anymore. I'll walk away from her, too, if she doesn't quit the fucken games. And I'm not gonna fall for the same old tired-ass lines anymore. Anyway...*SIGHS*
I'm off tomorrow. Yay!! Laundry...woohoo! Bleh! lol I'm ready for bed now...7:30 pm...lol
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