Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Room 3...

FINALLY, FINALLY, FINALLY!!!! OMFG. Room 3 is finally *totally* done...spinners & all!! While I was redoing the spinners...I actually completely stripped them down & started over from scratch...filling them back up, I wasn't just putting shit back on there. Most of them were full of crap that doesn't EVER sell...so I tried to avoid doing that, as much as possible. The problem with that though was that...heh...by the time I'd worked my way through the entire alphabet...I had one entire empty spinner & 4 rows empty on another!! haha Oopsies!! *grins* I just figured I'd dig through my boxes of excess that I pulled when doing the room & randomly add shit to them to fill them up. Kelli came up with a better idea! The 2 bookcases of Humor are totally packed (hardbacks, trades & mass market!). The mass market of MAD were in a flat under the 2nd bookcase! They wouldn't even fit on the shelf. Kelli's idea was to move that empty spinner up to where Humor is, fill it with the mass market books & then tidy up the bookcases with the hardbacks & trades. So I actually got that little project finished today, too. Problem is, both bookcases are now packed again (but not as cluttered as before) because...when we moved the Humor several months ago from Room 2 to Room 3, there were 3 shelves of Humor still left in Room 2 cuz...you guessed it...they wouldn't fit!! haha So, I moved the rest of those into Room 3 with the rest of them. :-) Sooo...that completely ate up my day! ;-p

I have felt better today. All day. Last night, before I went to bed...I made a decision. This yo-yo shit with Sara is fucken ridiculous. She goes for weeks without talking to me...& yet...she wants to be friends?! Funny way of showing it! She comes on Yahoo & immediately goes offline--which tells me she's going Invisible. o.0 I've logged onto FB a couple of times & she'll be on but is gone within a couple of minutes. :/ It all reeks of *avoidance*. Every time she does it. This isn't the 1st time!! She always has an excuse afterwards. Always. And it's always the SAME excuse. I'm just *over* it. I'm not her desperate toy on a leash anymore. I don't fucken play these games with people anymore! Least of all, with HER. Every raw emotion that I've ever had is neatly bottled up in a fragile little container...she's not going to destroy that with her mindfucks. Nope! I've worked too hard to get to where I finally am. Sooo...I'm invisible to her on Yahoo & she is blocked from seeing my wall & posts on FB...until she can figure out that friendship is NEVER single-sided...it's always a joint effort!! I walked away from a handful of people over the last yr & a half for this very SAME reason (single-sided friendships). I kept holding on to her though...just cuz...but I've decided I can't do that anymore. I'll walk away from her, too, if she doesn't quit the fucken games. And I'm not gonna fall for the same old tired-ass lines anymore. Anyway...*SIGHS*

I'm off tomorrow. Yay!! Laundry...woohoo! Bleh! lol I'm ready for bed now...7:30 pm...lol

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