Shafted...

It took me 3 months to finish the Room 3 project. Almost since the time I started working on it, I'd been talking about how Room 4 was next. It is a complete disaster area & excess is beyond ridiculous!! It wouldn't be anywhere near the caliber of a project as Room 3 was cuz there'd be no real moving of anything--just reorganizing & culling.

Last night, at 9:30 pm, Amanda texted me, saying I would be stuck on counter today cuz she was gonna do the garage & Stacy wanted to be elsewhere. Which...was annoying but it was whatever. I get to work this morning & find out that...Cindy wanted Stacy & Claire working on Room 4!!! In an instant, I was...I dunno...FLOORED! It set my mood for the rest of the day. :/ I wasn't dealing with the emotions...(cuz we all know how well I do that now anyway) so I was just really quiet & unresponsive all day. I dunno who told her...but late in the afternoon, I'd walked away from the counter to help a customer & came back to a note sitting in my spot. A note from Cindy. She was apologizing about not meaning to take the project away from me but to give my body a rest from the work that it entails. It helped to lighten my mood a bit but not enough to make me "ok". Stacy & Claire will hafta finish it now. I'm not touching it. I'd do it differently. After the 2nd or 3rd time of being asked on what to pull, what to leave, etc...I quit giving my 2 cents...I'm not doing the project--they are. They can decide what to do with it. *sighs* Neither of them know that room (EITHER room 3 or 4) like I do...but it's...whatever! I guess...I just feel "displaced"...& that immediate gut feeling brought back vivid memories that I've been working to bury. So it's just really not a good situation for me. :/

Cindy invited me out to dinner tonight, too. New Chinese/Hibachi place opened up & her, Mike, Claire & Tom were gonna go check it out. I actually went there...but I left. The place was PACKED!! And, I'm really not over the mood of the day so I just went back home...

Stacy is hyperventilating about me going to DaVinci's tomorrow night to hear this particular band she's been talking about for weeks. lol But...earlier in the week, I'd already told Jennifer I'd meet her in SL tomorrow night. She wants me to model for her promotional pics for her photography business. Plus, to hear her dj later on in the night. So...I dunno what I'll end up doing. Guess I'll figure it out tomorrow...