Soul Soothing...

Going to go out with Stacy tomorrow night at DaVinci's to listen to "gypsy jazz". No clue what that even is but I'm mainly looking forward to 3 or 4 Kelly's Hard Ciders. It's time to get a good buzz on (doubt I'll get drunk!). The other night when I was at Publix, I was searching for some so that's how I know it's time. It's been a very long time & I need the release. I need to be out of my body & happy & giggly & not drowning in my memories. Stacy needs it, too. Ever since all this shit started with Tim, she's been drinking like every night. :/ I understand where she's at. Sad that she's there but get it, nonetheless. She is one of the only people that has been able to get under my skin. I'm going to enjoy having her nearby for this release. I think Kelli & John are gonna show up there, too. I dunno if they'll sit with us or what.