Roll On, 18 Wheeler...

Within a few short minutes of waking up this morning, I found out on FB...that Chris was in an accident yesterday evening.  An accident he didn't come out of.  Chris was a long-haul trucker for many years.  It was always a "possibility"...but you still don't expect it to happen.  :/  Stunned is putting it mildly.  It's almost surreal.  I JUST talked to him last week!  :/

No less than 5 minutes after I'd seen the news, Lee called me.  She'd just seen it, too.  I then tried calling Annie--left a voicemail.  She called me back a few minutes later.  To say we had a conversation is just...wishing.  She isn't coherent much at all.  And my heart broke into a million pieces for her.  She only talked about Boo (daughter, Brittney, 11 years old)...when I could understand her at all.  :/

Now I can't quit crying.  He pissed me off to high Heavens like men can do so easily...but...just...OMG.  :-(  I keep looking at this pic of the 3 of us from SL...

You just NEVER KNOW!!  Anything can happen to anybody at anytime!  I guess, because I'm getting older now, more aware of my world...this is affecting me more than it would've in the past.  From now on, I will take every opportunity I'm given to TELL those that I care about...that I care about them.  You just never know when something you say to someone is the last thing you'll ever get to tell them...*cries*