Therapy Day!!

I was asleep by 10:30 last night!! Just utterly exhausted! It's been a helluva week! :/ And...I was still sleeping soundly at 8 am when my alarm went off! o.0

Wasted some time waiting for Amanda to get ready to go to the beach. Listening to .977 & playing on FB. UGH!! .977 was totally against me this morning!!! Heard 2 out of the 3 Top Songs for Her!! Fuck me!! *sighs* No One by Alicia Keys which has a very negative connotation to it due to me listening to it over & over & over way back when...when she'd cheated on me with some douchebag. I fought very hard for her during that timeframe. Then I heard Clumsy by Fergie, which was my #2 song about how I felt. It's her unique ringtone on my phone (even still). Both of these, I haven't heard in a very long time!! I figured, after the 2nd one, if I heard the last one..the #1 song... (Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis)...I'd just slit my throat & get it over with!!!! Needless to say, by the time we left for the beach...I was in *ultimate* need of getting that therapy that the beach always gives me!! :/

It was a bit overcast & a little cool (71) but it wasn't crowded & was just very, very NICE!! I got to sit & just exhale for a little bit!! :-) Water is still cold! lol I waded a little bit. But I watched the boys run & play. Watched the waves. Felt the breeze. Watched the birds. Watched the clouds. And just...centered. R-E-L-I-E-F!! I got a pretty good burn, too. It's only just now settling in. When I 1st got home, it didn't look/feel this bad. Oh, well. Was SO worth it!! Nevermind the fact that I *always* burn...no matter what! I need to go to therapy once a week while the weather's nice now. Can't really enjoy it in the winter! ;-p