3 Months...Almost...

It's been almost 3 months since I've heard from Kat. Spent several hours today chatting with her on FB. Not ONLY that, she *called* me! 1st I've heard her voice in over a year. I will refrain from going into detail about what I was feeling through these hours of chat. I will say though...that I cried...when she apologized. She's apologized before but I never could hear it. I was still too angry with her. I'm not angry so much anymore. Just empty. It is what it is. *shrugs*

Went up to the store after Kelli texted me, saying she'd totally bottlenecked my project & started doing it differently. Freaked me out a bit, to say the least! Right in the middle of this convo with Kat...my nerves were already shot as it was! :/ But she didn't do anything drastic. Just her process of doing the moving is different than mine...lol. *whew* So while I was there, I chatted with Amanda. About Kat. So we're both aware that my cycle will now begin again & when I get to that NASTY point that I get to...that point where I'm just utterly miserable...she's gonna smack me, take me out for drinks, get me drunk & tell me to shut up. LOL!!! Heh. I hate this fucken cycle. I wish I knew how to break it...