Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Alone...

Time. It's a quirky little thing...

All I can think about is getting off tomorrow at 2 pm & coming home so I can be alone. Be able to watch movies & read. Sleep. Snuggle with Sebastian. Time to just not care. Then I'm off Fri. Hafta go to my mom's for dinner (1 pm) but I don't plan on staying long after. Wanna be back home. To be alone. I work regular hours Sat, off Sun, regular hours Mon & off Tue. I'm craving having so much time off right now. It's a necessity really. I need the down time just to be able to get through this *time* alone. However, I'm gonna be hating life when I get my sorry paycheck! :/ Whatever. It is what it is & I gotta do what I gotta do. I'm replaying this timeframe from last year repeatedly in my mind. I don't know how to stop that. I just know that I need to make it through this time...

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