Nightmares...

I think I know another reason why I'm still awake.  It's why I was attempting to divert my mind (with the new layout & all).  The last few days, I've been having nightmares.  Yes, they're truly nightmares cuz I wake from them with my heart in my throat, out of breath...& actually SCARED...& in near tears.  There are about 3 versions of it...none of them any good at all.  But the worst part about them...is I also have waking nightmares!  Meaning...during the day or whatever, whenever I'm awake & my brain/body goes idle...they creep into my mind.  I've caught myself having the same exact physical reactions to them awake as I do when asleep.  :/  I won't detail them out here due to "spying eyes"...but I think they'll go away by June.  Just sayin'...lol.  The "threat" will be past by then & my subconscious can relax.  Pathetic, huh?  *sighs*